Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Knowing and Doing are two different things

I've hit a roadblock on the book I'm writing.  My friend Holly tells me I''m self editing to the point of curling up in the fetal position wondering why I thought I could do this. (I may have paraphrased that a bit).  I know its hard to start.  I know its hard to continue, to try, to make decisions, to live.  But I have to do something.

To quote Adele, "There's a fire burning in my heart..." I have drive and passion and ambition.  I have talent, and a story and a vision.  I have the fire. I just dont know what to do with it. 

This past week I've had a massive migraine that left me with a lot of time to think.  It wasn't pretty. 

I need to try, to get up, to do something.

I'm just so lost right now that I don't know how to start.