It's been a long, long time since I posted.  Life has changed.  Someone once told me that the constants in life were death and taxes.  I agree.  I've lost a job, had several hopeful moments and a death or two since my last post.

That said, a lot of things have stayed the same.

I'm still indecisive about life in general and have no direction.  Or even want to find the direction which I find the more pressing issue.  I've applied to finish my master's degree which I think will help. Maybe being back in an academic mindset will help me make decisions.